here i sit, tired, a bit cranky and with a major headache... it's freezing outside.. today was another one of those days where, at the end, i ask myself.. was it worth putting myself through all this trouble...
so, we have been contemplating whether we want to lease a car or not.. we both agreed that it would not hurt to walk into a dealership and check out the offers they have... i have researched some cars and came across the vw jetta diesel, a pretty fuel efficient car, as a matter of fact, one of the top rated cars for fuel efficiency... anyway.. we spent two hours in that dealership, trying to get a deal, but somehow were not able to get what we wanted... by the time we left.. i had a headache, lili was super hungry and we were stranded in queens in an area where all the food you could find was that awful, mall junk food... so, we ended up eating a shitty place, which left me feeling full but not satisfied... even lili did not really like the food... then we had to take the subway back home.. change trains 3 times, get stuck and by the time we arrived at home, we were all grouchy... well.. after a day like that i really wonder what the point was.. but hey, i think we did the right thing by not just taking their offer... maybe we need to rethink this all, do some more research and go back... do we really need a car? the answer must be no, because i think we are doing great without one.. but no question that it would be very convenient.. i could do food shopping with lili with no problem.. we could take trips to cool places and generally with lili it would open up some options... is it worth it... well, well.. that is the question i am still thinking about... do i really want the responsibility of having a car and what comes with it.... oh well... if i knew that, i knew so much more...
so now i will relax, clean the kitchen and then knit a little bit and see what the night brings... hopefully i will know more by the morning..and in any case... we are in no rush...