sleep

sleep is sweet, is quiet, is dreaming, is relaxing, is reinvigorating... sleep is the time i can dive into a world that has no rules, no limits and no severe consequences... sleep is the sweet nectar that helps me feel good in the morning.... if i get enough of it... sleep is the music that sounds even when there is no noise consciously perceived... sleep is great.. yet, whenever i have the chance to catch up on it... i opt not to! why? why do i tend to let sleep wait on me, push sleep aside, even when it cost me so much energy and will... even when i know that sleep is the only way to get out of the current state? how come i feel that i might miss something out if i give in to the sweet music, the sugary nectar?? well, if i really knew that, i'd probably be sleeping right now... well, well.. this is another one of those nights... i enjoy that lili went to sleep early and i have a little bit of time to myself.. despite me being on the edge of falling asleep standing... again, my intention is to go to sleep rather early ... while it is already 21.40... i am unsure how early, early will be tonight....